Ernalee:
It’s interesting to watch the perfection of life unfold.
As we were setting up this website and writing about how gifts come wrapped in your greatest challenges and how within every issue there lies a seed of potential greatness Ken and I were offered a wondrous gift – and a seed for potential greatness of our own.
The terminal cancer that Ken had ‘shifted’ in the first few months of our relationship in 2006 and what he continued to heal (much to the amazement of his doctors), was back again (March, 2011).
We could have looked at this as a failure. Proof that it wasn’t possible, that the ‘cure’ had never really happened, that somehow the cancer had just remained hidden until now. I could have stepped into the frustration of hindsight. ”What happened to those follow-up cleanses we talked about? What about those extra vitamins I suggested that you didn’t feel you needed? Why didn’t you listen to me?” Why? Why? Why?
The truth was, life happened, being human happened and perfection happened. I remember reaching a point a year earlier when I realized that this was Ken’s spiritual journey and that he and he alone could understand what it was that he needed when he needed it. He needed to do it this way, his way, the way that included a greater level of perfection.
Most men would have come home from their doctor with news like this with a heavy heart and a grave look, but not Ken. He came home excited as a little boy just before Christmas, uncertain of what would unfold but absolutely convinced it would be perfection in motion, the greatest gift of his and our life. He decided that the last dance with this issue had been so beautiful because it had brought us together in a life and a love that we both cherish beyond words, that this next dance could only be more awesome.
“It’s about Love,” he assured me later that day. “I want to create something called the Love Team and because you are the greatest love of my life I want you to be part of it.” How could any woman in love resist an offer like that?
Ken:
Isn’t she wonderful!
It was clear to me that for some reason this was the next in a series of steps throughout my life to come to know and manifest love in ever greater ways. My belief is that by creating so much love in and around myself things like cancer will not be supported at the higher ‘frequency’ (for lack of a better word). It is not about stopping the cancer. It is about spiritual evolution. The cancer is just the signal that it’s time to get off my duff, get focused and do the work I need to do. I can only be grateful for the gentle push and apparently I need the push. I only found out 8 days ago (March 8, 2011), but the support from every level of my being, my friends, and the Universe has been amazing.
If you’d like to find out more about what I am doing, please check out on Facebook the group “The Love Team Project“. If you’d like to join my Love Team, please sign up there or email me at info@giftofconsciousliving.com
UPDATE – June, 2011
Ken’s recent test score indicate a significant improvement and the two tumors (one smaller one on the outside and one larger one deeper inside the prostate) have disappeared! We are soooo grateful for those of you who are sending love and positive thoughts. It’s working!
